i'll entrust everything into Your hands.POOEY.ITS THREE DAYS TO THE EXAMS.
LIKE HALLELUJAH.
I AM SO DEAD.
i shouldnt be typing this at all but i need to talk.
after keeping quiet to myself the whole day i feel like im gonna explode.
like bam.
okay, hahah.
i wasnt exactly quiet.
was having the usual nonsensical convos with bernice over messages.
(:
had my mocha frap fix today.
two cups, grande! :D
its self study break today and well,
it went pretty okay.
i did stuff, and wandered by myself.
hahah.
I LOVE STUDYING.
I LOVE STUDYING.
I LOVE STUDYING.
I LOVE STUDYING.
I LOVE STUDYING.
im sure i'll be able to psycho myself into loving the exams.
HAHAH.
yeah right.
the exams are making us all go insane.
tuesday was christmas carols day.
hahah.
fancy singing christmas song in september.
best.
HOHOHO (:
RUDOLF THE RED NOSE REINDEER.
and charmaine that shame bird had hearing problems.
one foggy night became one _____ night.
shant say.
she knows and we know.
thats enough.
hahah. (:
anyway, good luck for the exams people.
i'll reply my tags some other time.
and HAPPY STUDYING NINIS!
love you all. (:after exams dates are well worth looking forward to.LOVE.
But I'm not missing youI'm not going through the motionsWaiting and hoping you call meI'm not missing youYou might have had me openBut I must be going becauseI got life to doI know I'm usually hanging onI used to hate to see you goneBut this time it's differentI don't even feel the distanceI'm not missingI'm not missing you
10:34:00 PM
TOMORROW!
TOMORROW!
oh my goodness.
its
11 hours to the time im gonna enter the exam room.
sheesh.
God knows who would be awake for me to call and rant to soothe my nerves.
hahah.
no sane person would be awake at such an hour on a sunday morning.
AHH.
i'll just have to talk to myself.
hoho. :D
that sounds mad though.
had a good lesson today.
(:
hopefully tomorrow would be good and smooth.
Dear Lord,
please help me through tomorrow.
may your holy spirit be with me and take away all of my mangled nerves.
that i may enjoy what im doing and not get all stressed up.
i'll commit all things to you Lord. (:
Amen.
LOVE.
10:37:00 PM
TWO DAYS TO GO!holy moley.
im panicking and fretting like how i did for my piano exam.
God save me.
sheesh.
or rather darn.
how did 17 sep arrive so quickly!
i dont want sunday to arrive.
i really dont want it to.
AHHH.
cabbed down after bio make up today for lesson.
was a little late and there was a jam on the way.
stayed back a little later for extra time to clean up some work.
felt a little relieved and better after that. (:
had a talk with her and yeah.
made me realise certain stuff.
going back tomorrow for an extra class.
OH NO
OH NO
OH NO.
im freaking out a tad too early.
when sunday comes round i'll probably start hyperventilating.
hahah.
luckily theres no school before that.
and no test.
unlike the piano one.
felt like a wreck the entire time.
gah.
i have one more day to work hard!
and everything would not be so demanding after that.
come monday it'll all be over.
LOVE.
10:44:00 PM
I DUNNO WHY BUT I FEEL LIKE BOUNCING!hahah, best quote by charmaine the ultimate shame bird. :Dwas on our way to town yesterday with her, kenrick and niming when she just randomly uttered that statement out loud.
enhancing her statement by walking with several bounces in her step.
hahah.
sounds wrong doesnt it.
that SHAME BIRD.
kenny, WHO HUH? :D
oh, and niming likes chinese KIDS.
which later was changed to all KIDS.
*think in the charmaine context.
hahah, the slurring one.
had bernice's overdued and belated celebration today.
sprayed whipped cream all over her and she was white everywhere.
(:
po got some on her hair and i had to act like some salon person and hosed her hair down for her.
and apparently that woman decided that she wanted revenge.
so she hugged rachel with her cream all over,
slathered whip cream on my face like some mask,
got cream on kenrick too.
not forgetting the spastic pink balloon that we made her carry all the way back to class tied on to her. hahah.
:D
all that with a sensible present in the end. (:
I LOVE YOU BERNINI.even though your dentist complained of the whip cream stench.
hahah.
and kenrick
CHIN- you know what!
hahah.
I AM NOT A TOAD.
you nut head.
:D
totally random post.
LOVE.
11:15:00 PM
so yeah.
the preview of forbidden city. (:
it was darn right good.
as in the voices la.
especially kit chan's.
my hair all stood up and the goosebumps all came out when she sung.
the set and the costumes were fine.
but yeah.
i'd say that its not bad for a local production.
(:
thursday was exact two months.
time during term 3 flew by.
unknowingly, i got used to it.
everyone adjusted i guess.
but there were still those times when you miss him really badly yet knowing that he'll never be back.
you'll never know how much a person is part of your life till well,
you lose the person.
23 days to EOYs!and,8 days to my ballet exam!sheesh.
and im equally unprepared for the both of them.
though im readier for the ballet one.
missed some syllabus class over the last two months and so im a little unsure with some of the work.
and that bunion is still that irritating irritant.
hahah.
it hurt so badly ysterday and my toes got all cramped up that i couldnt do anything properly.
for the first time ever, i had to resist the urge to cry.
and the insane EOYs with the many topics to cover?
thats worse.
the one week break is nearly over and i didnt do much.
not exactly productive either.
spinelli and ben and jerry study sessions gave way to chill out sessions.
hahah.
lets say we were seated there for 3 hours.
one and a half would be given to enjoying our cookie spin or choc chip cookie dough and indulging in ridiculous conversations.
the other half would be the SLOW studying.
its time to start bucking up.
twenty three days is scary.
its too little time to catch up on a whole year's work considering the other commitments that i have and that short attention span.
DANG.
i need emergency tutors/pros for the annoying mole concept and kinematics!
all the graphs and formulas are giving me headaches.
urgh.
LOVE.
1:12:00 PM
BEN AND JERRY'S MAKES MY DAY. (:chocolate chip cookie dough. yummy. :Dshall post about forbidden city soon.
am super worn out today.
lil light headed. :/
i'll hold the lack of sleep responsible.
cabbed home rather late yersterday and slept at one plus.
only to wake up at six plus to go for breakfast and hop on to school for LA lecture.
URGH.
I MISS KRISLYN, LINGJING, CHARIS, SANDRA, LOO, ADA, EVETOR, NAINEH, WANGLING, ELAINE, LIMZHEN AND THE OTHERS A WHOLE BUNCH LOADS. AND TO SUM IT UP, I MISS
TRUTH,DANCE AND SN!LOVE.
11:10:00 PM
EOYS are like the bane of my existence.they sickeningly come round every october and threaten to overwhelm me.
URGH.
im one word-
DEAD.
i havent started studying properly and the one week break that seemed like it just arrived is going to end soon.
its already thursday and im neither here nor there.
i have to,
and will and shall start studying proper today.
ive finished reading the book, so that wouldnt distract me.
im not that tired, so i wouldnt succumb to temptations of taking naps.
and im watching forbidden city tonight.
so perhaps the thought that i have limited time will make me strive harder.
ho hum.
that was quite nonsensical.
but still.
:D
LOVE.
12:05:00 PM
i realised how silly i was yesterday.
i signed onto msn and was taken aback by the many green things that were on everyone's msn nick.
i thought that either my com had some virus or they had some new msn thingy.
and when i looked at it, i thought it was a green car with some exhuast fume or a green car with its horn.
SHEESH.
talked to kenrick and he told me it was a TURTLE.
whoops.
to think i thought that it was a car.
hahah. :D
oh and my hips dont hurt cause of the reasons that nioming and kenrick are hinting at!
it started aching after dance and i couldnt walk properly.
tsk tsk.
you two sick kids.
how could you have such thoughts la.
actually its EXPECTED.
hahah.
its kenrick AND nioming afterall.
((:
rachel was telling me to go look at her posts.
and that i'd love her cause my name is everywhere.
but no.
"And i? Just some plain old Jayne. Error. Jayne would murder me. Just some plain old Rachel."thanks la woman.
hahah. i dont love you after that post already.
ho hum. :/
reply to my tags:
cy: oh i meant that your hair created an illusion of you looking taller! hahah. :D you used to be the tallest among them but they've overtook you already. hahah.
poline: POLINGLING, what JAYNEH? shame bird. hahah. ruth didnt teach me bad stuff.
char: hahah, i dunno. the guy was weird. hurhs. your head la, im not a poj. what has niming been polluting your mind with huh. :D
fang lin: hahah, yeah! the kittens one was really random. and theres him and his LA fallacies. :D
lone shooting star: shame on you man. hahah. its Hips. not Lips. and i dont go around kissing people! URGH. youre the sick one la. okay, you know what? maybe RUTH did teach me all the wrong stuff! hahah. :DD
kenrick: HUH. thrusting?! thats so wrong la. another sicko. just like niming right. i knew it! kenrick, shame on you too. hahah. BROWN'S NICE! (:
LOVE.
11:54:00 AM
onto a second thought,
my hips hurt for some strange reason.
11:40:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNICE! :Dhahah, my dear old soulmate is finally 15 and she certainly seems happy to be there.she sounds like shes at counter 5. i mean on cloud 5.hoho. (:and shes one of those crazy september kids that goes high at the mention of pink.HINT HINT girl.hahah. :Dnow that youre 15 and im not.I LOVE YOU TRUCKLOADS.today was basically a monotonous day.
to the doctor's,
okh to get my ballet shoes,
lunch,
popped by some shops around wheelock place and bought a shirt. (:
I WANT MY BIRKENSTOCKS!
then off to mount alvernia.
grandma had her op today.
and thank God it was a success and she's safe.
:D
spent 5 hours at the hospital.
in between munching on 3 packs of chips,
stoning,
attempting to get some work done,
reading the devil wears prada
AND the true love waits thingy.
hahah. and boy was it funny. ((:
i realised i've some obsession with brown.
my new bags are ALL brown!
the brown fred perry.
the brown and orange adidas.
the brown and pink nike.
hoho. (:
LOVE.
If I lay hereIf I just lay hereWould you lie with meAnd just forget the world
9:58:00 PM
i feel random.
but 14 days to go!holy moley.
if only time would go slow.
the studio floor aint that bad.
it felt nice dancing elsewhere for change.
(:
ho hum.
and the combined bible study today was more of a sex ed session.
the guy just said straight in our faces:
"i hate to say this but i love sex."
what the.
all of us just went HUH.
hahah. :D
like who is this middle aged guy declaring that he loves sex to us?!
GOOD LUCK RUTH. ((:
for your violin tomorrow.
although you probably wont see this.
hahah.
oh and im finally treating my darn old bunion tomorrow.
(:
__________
great song during worship today. (:
I Will Sing - Don Moen
Lord You seem so far away
A million miles or more it feels today
And though I haven't lost my faith
I must confess right now
That it's hard for me to pray
But I don't know what to say
And I don't know where to start
But as You give the grace
With all that's in my heart
Chorus:
I will sing I will praise
Even in my darkest hour
Through the sorrow and the pain
I will sing I will praise
Lift my hands to honor You
Because Your Word is true
I will sing
Lord it's hard for me to see
All the thoughts and plans You have for me
But I will put my trust in You
Knowing that You died to set me free
But I don't know what to say
And I don't know where to start
But as You give grace
With all that's in my heartLOVE.
9:14:00 PM
the past few days were all good days.
(:
days that left me with a warm and fuzzy feeling at the end of the day.
days whereby people made me smile.
had a good talk with bernice and po in the class.
just the three of us,
the classroom empty
and the aircon at full blast.
(:
thurs was the half day for teacher's day.
the date in town made my day.
(:
went around with bernice, po, char and ruth.
though that busy woman later left us for violin.
it was the first time ever that po ever ate so much in one afternoon.
hoho (:
fried mars bar from chippy are so darn good yet sinful.
hahah.
kept threatening po when she was in the changing room to pull open the curtains, and that crazy woman just laughed insanely.
:D
went down to j8 after that with them to meet my pri school classmates.
and ms jau.
it was good to see all of them all over again.
its been ages i guess.
stayed awhile to talk before going to coffee bean to meet the girls for a drink.
(:
the only cheechee thing that day was they said ive become more tedmond!
GAHH.
hahah.
went for equipping on fri and it was quite a good session.
then stoned around at city hall with bernice.
BEN AND JERRY'S!
:DD
sat there eating and talking while watching the fountain.
hahah.
it was quite therapeutic and somehow we didnt seem to get tired of it.
ballet after that.
two and a half solid hours. ((:
had family3 today.
dragged myself out of bed even though i was super tired out.
anyway it was rather slack.
kept talking, stoning and playing volley.
oh and the chill out session at 7-11 with char, yining and lisabelle talking about stuff.
(:
and that was about it.
not exactly a happening day but nevertheless a good one.
dinner at swiss culture before whose voice cries out at the esplanade.
met chengkai, kelvin, cynthia, zhai juan and alvin while walking.
the show wasnt all that bad though the start was quite boring.
oh and today was especially good.
bernice got her two pairs of levi's while i got my fred perry and the nike bag ive been lusting after!
AHH. :D
yeah and cheer up minini,
no matter what,
you've got us and we LOVE you! :D
LOVE.
Every time I look at youBaby I see something newIt takes me higher than beforeIt makes me want you more
11:02:00 PM
