OH HOW WONDERFUL.
IM SICK JUST BEFORE THE JAPAN TRIP.
WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR?
went to support the SOCCER MATCH on thursday.
:DD
it was intense and towards the end it got kinda nerve wrecking.
cause the opponent was still ahead by a point.
and they kept stalling.
and WASTING TIME.
when vj scored the last few goals, all of us shouted, screamed and jumped like nobody's business.
guess we were too happy.
and i screamed my lungs out though i was having a reeally bad throat.
(:
train-ed home when the match ended feeling horribly exhausted.
went town yesterday as we were having a day off.
:D
met LOO and i was just stunned to see her.
hahah.
ive missed her so much.
bought the stuff for Japan and lazed around town.
ate like thrice and i spent ALOT on FOOD.
:D
went back to school for BAND CONCERT.
GREAT JOB LEM MOO-MOO.
ho hum.
gotta stay home and pack awhile and out in the afternoon and maybe night.
repetition of history.
i havent packed though im leaving tomorrow.
yayness.
i came home to pack the day before and rushed off for concert prac in the night last year.
i'll miss krislyn, sushi and pearl being my trip mates.(:
LOVE.
10:32:00 AM
ahh.
blogger is annoying me.
my post just disappeared !
: /
new name for niming !
compliments from me. :DDDDDDD
HORNAYE BONNAYE CHO !
and yes, i became a genie.
hahah.
vic's fault.
we were bored during sermon and she started doodling on her sermon notes.
(:
she somehow decided that i would be genie jayne since her friend was eerie eve.
hahah.
she shocked me during sermon.
whatever i heard just stunned me.
it was totally unexpected and unbelievable.
i sat there and made funny faces.
trying to think properly.
to ____,
dont feel sad about it.
cheer up dear and dont think so much.
you still have US ! :DD
I LOVE YOU.
short post today as im on the verge of collapsing. (:
Who compares to YouWho set the stars in their placeYou who calmed the raging seasThat came crashing over meLOVE.
10:18:00 PM
random thought and sudden urge to say this.
:DD
I LOVE KRISLYN NG AND LEE LINGJING TRUCKLOADS, BUCKETFULS, TONS AND TONS AND TONS.(and it goes on and on and on. :D)not forgetting the others i met yesterday.
(:
date and outing soon alright ! :D
I feel her slipping through my fingersNow she's goneI'm sleeping with the light onAnd sharks swim through my veins nowThat she's goneI'm sleeping with the light on
9:11:00 PM
went for tj's dance concert yesterday.
met up with krislyn, lingjing and jenn all over again.
ive missed them so. (:
some of the dances were great.
some were just so-so.
watching those people prancing and moving across the stage gave me mixed feelings.
i felt lost deep down inside that ive stopped dancing as a cca and performing.
dance was and is a huge part of my life.
to cut down alot of it made me feel empty.
i still dance.
but not as much as last year due to certain circumstances.
sometimes i regret not fighting for it.
i feel annoyed with myself that i gave up so early.
people advised and talked to me about it.
most of which i did not heed.
but all of them had a common line.
i miss it all so much.
the whirl of excitement before a performance.
the butterflies before syf.
the giggles and exclaimations that came from the people.
the anticipation of the results.
dance used to fill my life up.
that i had practices so frequently.
but now as sudden as it is,
its gone.
i hate how things turned out.
i hate the way things happened.
i miss it so much that it hurts.
3:12:00 PM
ive finally realised the importance of warming up before class starts.
usually i'll walk up to sba so i'll be sweating a little already.
but today i cabbed up cause i was late.
and thus, my muscles were all cold and not warmed up.
like dang.
my first exercise didnt exactly rock and my turnout was lousy.
but it improved subsequently la.
I SHALL TRY AND BE ON TIME FOR LESSONS. :D
mt fuji sounds bad.
the way ms fong described it sounded like the most wonderful situation for me to be almost dead by the time the climb ends.
she said we had better go climb stairs.
build up our stamina and strength.
maybe i should go running again.
like the one and only time i did a few weeks ago.
hahah.
(:
im gonna party every single night.
holy moley.
JUST PLEASE NOT LET ME BE STUCK IN THE ROOM.
i miss the times when we were in beijing.
where we sneaked out of the room at night and come back after the curfew to go bowling and the hotel's bowling alley.
basically the anyhow throwing of the balls and crapping session.
:D
the nights when we pigged out on junk food and called for room service.
not forgetting the many cups of instant noodles.
the hours we snoozed in the china classrooms.
the crazy and nonsense pictures we took.
(:
the crap we came up with and everything that we tried to mimick.
and even the times when we acted fierce to bargain with the shopkeepers.
hahah.
i miss
krislynsushiand
pearl. (:
ryan cabrera- photo :DA photo can say a thousand thingsBut it can't say the million things I wanna sayA photo can capture the way we wereBut it can't capture the way we are'Cause you're far awayWhat it's like to know youWhat it's like to touch youWhen you told me that you loved mewere those just wordsYou can't tell me you don't need meand I know that hurts'Cause I'm looking at your picture'Cause it's all I've gotMaybe one dayYou and me will have one more shotTiming lost minutes and momentsAnd I might be lonely girlBut I'm not afraidIn a secondIt all comes right back to meNothing's forgotten nowYeah everything's savedWhat it's like to touch youWhat it's like to know youWhen you told me that you loved mewere those just wordsYou can't tell me you don't need meand I know that hurts'Cause I'm looking at your picture'Cause it's all I've gotMaybe one dayYou and me will have one more shotYou were my lifeyou were my faithYou gave me hope every dayWhen you told me that you loved mewere those just wordsYou can't tell me you don't need meand I know that hurts'Cause I'm looking at your picture'Cause it's all I've gotMaybe one dayYou and me will have one more shotLOVE.
9:11:00 PM
long post today. (:
went for my cousin's wedding on saturday.
its like all of them are getting married one by one.
and im the youngest one left.
sunday- alright.
ballet was the same.
gonna take exam in sep !
im dead meat.
i have ballet AND piano exam in sep.
like what the.
church-ed. :D
the crazy one didnt come.
aww. she had some canoe competition.
and jotham just had to say that i look matured but actually im KID.
gah.
sermon was bingo time again.
hahah.
it was the usual restless time.
sometimes i wonder if im getting anything out of the sermons.
we always say that the sermon is too hard to comprehend and its irrelevant to us.
but have we ever stopped to think and process the stuff we hear?
yesterday was a horribly horrid day.
woke up feeling sick.
but forced myself to get better.
CRAP.
missed worship.
and had tingxie.
DANG.
i forgot what i studied.
napfa 5 items next.
i did well for all except for the usual ones that i sucked at.
ipu and standing broad jump.
i felt like shooting myself for sit and reach !
hurhs.
i did 57cm but that wasnt my best.
i didnt feel the stretch at all.
and i only stopped cause i was kissing the metal piece the first time.
it tasted gross la.
i was uber tempted to put my head underneath the metal piece.
that darn thing that got in my way.
then the second time i stretched over it.
and my face was practically fighting with the metal piece.
DANG THE METAL PIECE.
I SHALL DO BETTER NEXT YEAR ! :D
went off to ccab to support the volley matches again.
guys and girls both placed fourth.
:/
but theres always next year.
BERNINI AND ME WERE BALL OFFICIALS AGAIN.
(:
went off for prata halfway during the guys match cause we missed lunch.
wasnt exactly fantastic though.
cabbed home and made it home in time.
squeezed in a 15 minute nap too !
hahah.
TODAY.
quite a tiring day.
rushed for imag.
crammed chem stuff.
and played volley.
poof.
we're rather screwed for imag.
lagging for alot of stuff.
and apparently we're on track but we're not pumping in enough energy.
ho hum. (:
and kenny potatoo decided that it was high time to turn over a new leaf.
:DD
he was actually enthu about imag and he coached us for volleyball.
like wow.
bus-ed home with kenny.
and potatoo, if youre reading this post,
good for you.
you found my blog.
with or without help.
hahah.
(:
LOVE.
6:45:00 PM
kinda bored and stumbled upon this.
thought i'll do it just for fun.
cheap thrills. :D
Name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head. Read the question till the list of 20 is done, then tag at least 5 people.
1.bernice
2.charmaine
3.rachel
4.ruth
5.poline
6.vic
7.dor
8.tabi
9.kenny
10.ben
11.hsien liang
12.my retarded sister
13.krislyn
14.lingjing
15.loo
16.ada
17.sandra
18.kenrick
19.kwan yong
20.lemuel
Complete the following questions:
1. How did you meet 14?
back in SN. :DD one of my favourite people.
I LOVE HER.
2.What would you do if you will never meet 1 again?
i'll be uber sad. my happy trapezium mate. eating mate. (:
the magic mop who lives in magical marine parade. <3
3.What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
hahah. KENNY AND LEMUEL? not a bad match. they loved to gay around back when the seating arrangement was still the old one. :D
4.Did you ever like 19?
the small kiddo? hahah.
5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
vic and sandra? nah. vic's too obsessed with EXCUSE ME.
hahaha.
6. Describe 3.
the obasan whos phone is more cranked up than mine.
ex math tablemate.
papaya obsession. :D
MISS ITS SO FREAKING HOT, THANK YOU.
7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
hahah. her laughter is SUPER attractive.
8. Tell me about 7.
dor: uber tall girl. i feel short. hahah. retreat room mate. ((:
9. Do you know any of 12's family?
I AM HER FAMILY. (:
10. Whose 8's favourite person?
CALEB??
11. What will you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
uh. i'll laugh spasticatedly? kinda impossible.
12. What language does 15 speak?
english. duh.
13. Who is 9 going out with?
hahaha. shall not comment. but ive heard plenty.
:D
14. How old is 16?
ada ! 15. (: I MISS HER.
15. When's the last time you talked to 13?
2 weeks back. :/
i feel guilty.
and i miss her truckloads and bucketfuls.
16. What's 2 favourite band/singer?
click five? minini: wols. :D
or maybe the toilet mat.
if he could sing, that is.
17.How's 4 like?
giggly yet serious.
petite.
girl whos butt always get whacked.
18.Would you ever date 7?
hahah. no. im sure she has someone else.
19.Is 15 single?
AT LEAST I THINK SO.
HAHAH.
20.Whats 10's last name?
benjamin kuan yong hui.
21. Ever have a serious relationship with 11?
im supposedly his mom?
is that counted? (:
22.What school does 3 goes to?
vj. my lovely mate.
23. Where does 6 live?
NEAR ME !
24.What's your favourite thing about 5?
her nonsense. ho hum.
25. Have you seen 1 naked?
oh yes ! just yesterday. hahah.
ive seen her change in class.
and in the toilet.
:DD
but no. I THINK SHES SAVING HERSELF FOR RP.
11:46:00 AM
pumpetty poof.
uber random word.
hahah. (:
i am so darn worn out today.
physically.
and maybe mentally too in the near future.
ho hum.
had training today.
and before training,
WE CLEANED UP THE CLASS.
bernice, lemuel, and me were sweeping the floor and emptying the dustbin.
poo.
our class is one huge junkyard.
we found so much junk and nonsense.
notes fell out from the pull out drawers,
crackers rolled from hidden corners.
the darn broom was shedding hair like nobody's business.
and according to kenrick and ben,
a lizard appeared from inside the dustbin when they emptied it in the morning.
thats the wonderful state of our v12 classroom.
:D
after we cleaned up,
the room was like spick and span.
no crap lying around.
felt proud of ourselves.
:DD
then we realised that our class was gonna be used for the parent teacher session.
so we stacked the tables, chairs and arranged everything.
i think cleaning up the class is like working out.
hahah.
bernice and me were sweating after that.
(:
went to parkway's jack's place for lunch.
nice chatting session and not bad food.
realised that whenever charmaine, bernice and me go out,
we always go to some fnb outlet.
hahah.
eat and eat and eat.
heard an uber old song on the radio yersterday.
a pity i only heard the last part.
cause its been a long while since ive heard that song.
here goes part of the lyrics. (:
I try to smile so the hurt won't showTellin' everybody I was glad to see you goBut the tears just won't go awayLoneliness found me, looks like it's here to stayI know that I oughta find someone newBut all I find is myself always thinking of youAs long as the stars shine down from the heavensLong as the rivers run to the seaI'll never get over you getting over mealright.
quote of the century from bernice:
nickelback is quite lau goh. :D
no offense to anyone though.
hahah.
yuan bo was overly spastic today.
i "parachuted" a pink flower onto his head.
and bluffed him that the flower was flying and somehow decided that his head was a nice runway landing.
and thus the flower decided to land there.
hahah.
then he decided to try some stupid stunt with the flower on top of bernice's bottle.
OPENED.
some balancing act.
maybe he thought that the flower was some acrobat in the circus.
:D
ha.
and anyway, the flower had lousy balancing skills and it fell in.
MAYBE he wanted it to fall in.
so it could be like vesak day and the flowers floating in the river.
bernice, yuan bo and me make such lame people.
hoho.
and apparently, he decided that bernini was a multiple indian.
while we called him a yati and a bah buh singh. (pardon the horrid spelling)
:D
coach may be leaving?
i hope not.
LOVE.
9:22:00 PM
super duper long overdued post. ((:
hahah.
church on sunday was pretty boring.
cause my sitting partner VIC THE BOOB didnt come.
she was home nursing a sore eye.
i bet it was from looking TOO MUCH at "excuse me" !
that horrible horrible woman.
:DD
coincidentally.
"e.m" didnt turn up too.
so we all suspected she was off somewhere having a rendezvous with ahem.
hahaha.
was chewing away on sweets during sermon.
(:
kept me awake.
without bingo or chatting.
had LA on monday.
hilarious lesson.
there was a big hoo-ha about the word STIMULATION.
the explanation for the word came out so so wrong.
hahah.
my happy trapezium mate bernini and me immediately flipped our heads to look at each other.
and grinned spasticatedly.
:D
went off to support the volleyball match today.
became the BALL OFFICIAL with bernini.
hahah.
and since we were standing quite close to the court,
we could watch the match well.
it was a tough match la.
and ny was pretty good too.
screamed our heads off cause the ny cheers were deafening.
pooey.
watched the guys match too.
and boy.
uncle potatoo aka kenny can jump darn high.
the idiotic referee was biased.
GAH.
felt like shooting him.
went to 7-11 for food with char, bernice, kenrick and niming.
(:
vinegar and milk.
hahah.
new human experiment.
oh yes.
and 2.4 yesterday.
i think i lagged horribly at the last two rounds.
the heat from the sun was getting to me and the water didnt work that much for me.
though the nice guy did try to use the hose and follow me as i was running, the water wasnt cooling enough.
poo.
i'd rather run at the canal opposite.
though its impossible.
LOVE.
8:57:00 PM
torn by natalie imbruglia
ive always liked the chorus. :D
i thought i saw a man brought to life
he was warm
he came around like he was dignified
he showed me what it was to cry
well you couldnt be that man i adored
you dont seem to know
seem to care what your heart is for
but i dont know him anymore
theres nothing where he used to lie
my conversation has run dry
thats whats going on
nothings fine im tornim all out of faiththis is how i feelim cold and i am shamedlying naked on the floorillusion never changedinto something realim wide awakeand i can seethe perfect sky is tornyoure a little lateim already tornso i guess the fortune teller's right
should have seen just what was there
and not some holy light
which crawled beneath my veins
and now i dont care
i had no luck
i dont miss it all that much
theres just so many things
that i can touch im torn
im all out of faith
this is how i feel
im cold and i am shamed
lying naked on the floor
illusion never changed
into something real
im wide awake
and i can see
the perfect sky is torn
youre a little late
im already torn
torn
theres nothing where he used to lie
my inspiration has run dry
thats whats going on
nothings right im torn
im all out of faith
this is how i feel
im cold and i am shamed
lying naked on the floor
illusion never changed
into something real
im wide awake
and i can see
the perfect sky is torn
im all out of faith
this is how i feel
im cold and im ashamed
EARLY DISMISSAL TODAY. (:
went off to town to look for stuff that we needed to get for the japan trip.
but dang.
we couldnt find anything.
ended up at many many eateries and eating alot of stuff.
but we were being cheaopo people today so we werent blowing our money at restaurants.
went to food republic then
subway,
burger king,
plaza sing food court,
some wierd snack stall,
then back to burger king today.
guess today was a pigging out day.
:D
i kept feeling hungry.
bought a new wallet with charmaine and bernice.
cheap thrills.
hahah.
they were having a sale and the price was slashed to lesser than fifty percent.
napfa's on monday.
and i think im dead.
gah.
LOVE. (:
10:03:00 PM
plenty of self amusement today. (:
hoho.
was laughing as usual like some maniac with bernice in class.
POKATOOTATEY.
:DD
we laughed till we cried and we were on the floor.
i bet yuan bo thought we were mad.
he tried mimicking the way we said it but in a slower version.
so it came out really funny and odd.
((:
went over to the airport and had a nice chatting session.
was supposed to go spinelli but we decided to be budget-ty people.
suddenly i felt like leaving the country.
hahah.
sat at the viewing gallery and spied at the airplanes from the corner of my eye.
:D
made a new discovery today.
bernini is so not fated to drink BROWN DRINKS.
hahaha.
she spilt the oreo drink on herself today.
with pearls.
similiar scenario as the other day !
and she looked like she stained her skirt.
ho hum.
LOVE.
11:04:00 PM
ballet with new teacher today.
miss cheah. (:
well. she was kinda nice.
and interesting too.
i certainly learnt alot from her though it was a short lesson as i came late.
was pretty tired today.
kept falling asleep during lessons.
and for the first time, i was sleepy during bio.
hence, was finding it hard to stay awake.
but strangely, i was wide awake during class.
like instantly.
hahah.
(:
i'll miss ms lau on wednesdays.
but i guess i'll still see her on sundays.
two teachers who are good.
both with different teaching styles.
so i guess i'll be able to learn more then.
:DD
nothing much today.
short post. (:
LOVE.
9:20:00 PM
