i was a happy yet tired kid today.
(:
slept at one and woke up at plus.
went to school for the ip open hse.
and i was an USHER.
hahah.

ushered people in and the feedback that they gave immediately was that they were impressed with the vip open hse.
yayness.
:D
didnt think that i would make it as a good usher.
but in the end,
it turned out pretty well.
the family that i was ushering were happy and satisfied.
the dad even shook my hand.
hahah.

ushered someone and even talked to her after the open hse with charmaine.
we all thought that she was a hip mom who came without her kid.
but we realised that she was the music teacher that was coming to vj !
:D
cool music teacher.

went to parkway for lunch.
and i cant believe i ate a whole roasted chicken while roasting in the sun.
i was pretty much fried after finishing the entire chicken.

bus-ed down to raffles city with charmaine while bernini trooped down to tm to get her dear converse bag.
:D
that crazy crazy woman who ate 5 brownies today while tending to the visitors having food.
poor me only ate one.
and my legs were killing me after that.
we kept walking around and i didnt get a chance to sit.

was half dead by the time the open hse ended.

right.
so we walked around raffles city.
looking at bags,
jackets and other stuff.
(:
saw a nice bag but it costed a good 300 bucks !
aww.

ended up at spinelli to have coffee.
had a nice chatting session with charmaine.
:D
PURE STUPIDITY,
TOTAL DESPERADO.
SILLY OBSESSIONS.
PAUNCH WHO DESERVES TO BE SPANKED.
ho hum.

really good time over there.
they played nice songs.
the ambience was not bad.
and we were quite comfy and settled in there.
our coffee was good too. (:
perfect chance for me to rest my dying legs.
hahah.
felt recharged and hyper after that.

oh ya. :D
i promised minini that i would blog about this.
that charmaine tan hui min is a KLUTZ.
hahah.
first she almost fell in addidas.
then she poked herself right in the face with the straw.
and it cut her face.
she did alot of other clumsy stuff too.
that poksy.

well.
you've all disappointed us greatly.
we 're sick and tired of always having to initiate stuff.
mentally exhausted in fact.
whats the point of doing so when nothing good is going to come out of it?
its just pointless isnt it.

we'll just be wasting our time and effort.
it takes effort to try and maintain the bond.
but it isnt going to work if its only one sided.
we're sick of the way yall treat us and sometimes we just wonder if what we're doing is worth it?

we would wish you would sit down and think back the about the old times.
we didnt start out like that.
perhaps over the months yall have all changed in one way or another.
but still.
we've let things that we werent too happy with pass.
we've never said a thing.
we've just let it slide.
though now its come to a point whereby we cannot bring ourselves to do anything.

we're mentally drained.
it took alot for us to reach this stage.
you could say that we're being oversensitive.
but when we sat down to talk,
we realised how far things have gone.
many a times we just kept silent.
in the sense that we'll not mind but tolerate.

however things have changed now.
our silence is a sign that shows that our patience is running out.
we're not going to do anything.
anymore.
we'll just stay silent and we wont bother anymore.
like ive said.
we're all sick and tired.
theres a limit to everything.
and i guess yall have reached ours.

the actions do irk us at times.
be it dumping or not sparing a thought for us.
there were times when we were supposed to be together.
but yall could just walk off without us.
not even saying a word.
but just going off silently.
is it that yall would not notice our presence?
or is it that we're not even worth your concern?

we can only pray hard now.
that something will spark a change.
we've realised the gravity of the situation not too late.
please.
even if this is taken as a plea.