oh dear.
i realised that i was mood swing-ish yesterday though i didnt really show it.
i didnt exactly snap at anyone.
but i still feel mean.
cause i wasnt really into things.
especially at night.
yesterday passed by in a blur.
with a disastrous session of chemistry labwork.
put rachel, jayne and bernice together and you get CHAOS in the lab.
:DD
firstly. we folded the filter paper wrongly.
there was this darn hole.
so eveything went wrong.
so we had to refold and filter again.
but we dumped the liquid away without thinking.
WHOOPS.
big mistake.
(:
so we had to reboil the hot water and make the tea.
WAITED.
we were like 3 kan cheong spiders.
staring at the water to look out for bubbles.
as if our stares could make the water boil.
hahah,
(:
we couldnt wait any more.
and so we dumped the tea bags in.
thank goodness the water chose to boil at that moment.
yayness.
:D
right.
then we had to turn off the bunsen burner.
and guess what.
the lipton paper caught FIRE.
bernice screamed.
rachel stared.
i laughed madly.
lemuel blew at it and the flames went out.
but the string still had a spark.
so miss chia came over and stared in disbelief at us.
like we were some kukus in the lab.
how could that have happened.
she put out the spark with distilled water.
it went out with a major sizzling sound.
and we continued laughing.
((:
the rest passed by quite smoothly.
except for the leaking of liquid.
another disaster.
pooey.
and we managed to finish the experiment quite fast.
ha.
considering all the nonsense stuff that happened.
usual stuff of the day.
ss.
maths.
and electives !
MAN AND SUPERMAN.
boy. we'll be famous.
:DD
conducted the discussion with bernini, cheese and po.
went okay.
but i contradicted myself at one part.
the whole class laughed when i realised it.
i slapped my hands on my face in horror and laughed at myself.
SHEESH.
slacked in class till 5 plus.
and took bus home with dinosaur and ben.
LOVE.
1:25:00 PM
i do get so frustrated at times.
never will i understand.
maybe its all in my head.
maybe im imagining everything.
AHH.
i wish i knew.
this frustration i can do without.
10:10:00 PM
well well.
the holidays are here.
but they're ending soon as well.
been slacking for the past few days and as a result. i haven got anything done.
YAY.
lovely.
(:
preparing to die for the pile of homework that ive yet to complete.
and me being the very hardworking student i am.
ha.
i shall list them all out.
1. language arts better than tv assignment
2. maths assignment
3. chinese mock paper
4. chinese textbook worksheet
5. chemistry separation questions
5. biology microscopes worksheet
6. biology: learn to draw cells
7. social studies project
8. electives worksheet
9. imagineering research
hallelujah.
and they're all still lying in my file and on my table peacefully.
untouched.
complete yayness.
:DD
alright.
i shall do an overview of my whole holiday.
so i have a reason to which why my homework isnt done yet.
sunday night: went out for dinner at hyatt hotel. straits kitchen. yummy. ((:
monday: piano and chinese tuition. nap in afternoon to catch up on lost sleep.
tuesday: town with mom. shopping. :D
wednesday: class deco.
thursday: make up piano lesson. and maybe time to start doing homework.
friday: class outing. THE ENTIRE DAY.
saturday: TENTATIVELY free.
sunday: ballet then church the whole day.
right.
so wheres the time for homework then?
gee.
march holidays are just to short.
theres so many things to do but so little time.
if the month long june holiday is short in my opinion, then this one week break is worst.
hahah.
next week, its back to school.
where the whole cycle will start again.
first few weeks still quite slack.
but towards the end of the term, everything is like pouring in non stop.
theres hardly time to stop and rest.
well.
there is actually.
it when im supposed to be doing my work but actually im skiving and spacing out.
ha.
tuesday:
went shopping with mom in town.
bought loads of stuff that ive been wanting to get.
(:
but there just wasnt time.
had a nice lunch at sushi tei.
then went to the usual places.
spent an uber long time in topshop.
hahah.
bought my new shoes.
clothes.
accessories.
fulfilling day of retail therapy.
wednesday:
went to school to for the painting of the class.
i shant say much of the design.
slacked around with charmaine.
and we stayed in our refuge classroom.
i think im beginning to love that room more than i love our classroom.
went to 7-11 for lunch.
ate pasta and mochi.
but apparently we werent full.
so we went off to heeren for a second lunch.
all in all,
we stayed three hours in school.
BUT.
hahah.
ben was worse.
he came at two plus with the paints.
and left soon after with us for lunch.
tsk.
:D
went to the cheapo cafe at heeren to eat.
the food wasnt fantastic.
but the auntie was really comical.
as we left school late, i was too late to go for ballet.
guilty. (:
went to find rachel and chee cheese at wisma.
those two women.
took such a long time contemplating on whether to buy stuff at surfbabe.
in the end.
one spent forty plus.
and the other ninety bucks.
rah.
sat at food republic with charm, rachel and ben.
just sat there chatting.
i think we sat for about three hours.
but i still wasnt ready to move my butt and go home.
guess i was too comfortable and settled in.
(:
left abt seven plus and caught a train home.
reached home abt eight and realised i had no dinner.
ate some leftover fried rice and cooked instant noodles.
(:
ANTM:
gee.
i cant believe nicole won.
thats like so what the-ish.
oh well.
I SHALL BE HARDWORKING TODAY.
I MUST BE HARDWORKING TODAY.
I SHALL AND MUST FINISH MOST OF MY HOMEWORK TODAY.
yayness.
:DD
i thank him for sustaining me through this term.im not one who can stand late nights for too long a time.its by his grace that ive withstand all the tiredness.surprising isnt it.that ive managed to stay awake and concentrate in class.despite all the late nights i kept.twelve to one.and even three for once.but here i am.at the end of the term.ive realised his goodness.his mercy is neverending.his love unconditional.there are times when i speed through his word.to find that maybe i got nothing out of it.but just going through the motion.perhaps it became a routine.a habit.but i shall try and find new meaning to it.renewed by my mind.indeed there were times of trials.periods of uncertainty.many things happening here and there.but again.i shall try and not let it affect me.for i cant change anything.and only she can herself.subtlety is the keyword.we cannot do anything drastic.for fear of awkwardness and all.but we shall keep on praying.that this mess shall end.once and for all.
1:02:00 PM
YESTERDAY:
army daze (:
we had quite a active discussion during electives ystd.
yep.
huge improvement from the previous week.
ha.
hurried back to class after the electives cause we had some thank the PSLs session.
many of us were unwilling to go.
well not cause we didnt want to thank the PSLs.
but we had to rush home to bath and change for army daze.
oh well.
we had no choice but to go under certain circumstances.
had no mood to play the games?
we were all in uniform.
none of us had changed.
as in those who wanted to rush back.
we wanted to sneak away before the games started.
but somehow it was impossible.
but anyway.
we got out of it.
but i shant mention the entire process.
took bus with kenny, hsien liang, dinosaur, benjamin and jay.
was supposed to cab home initially but they all decided not too.
realised tht after i went to vj,
i have NO female counterparts to go home with.
cause NONE of them stays in the hougang area.
hurhs.
reached home abt 5.30.
when i had to leave the hse at 6.
it was one big mad rush.
furthermore, it was raining when i got off the bus.
the rain just poured down like nobody's business.
and thus, my whole shoe was soaked.
i rushed to bath.
rushed to dress.
rushed to comb my hair.
rush to gather my stuff.
rush to the bus stop.
thank goodness the rain stopped when i left my hse.
but AHH.
the bus went by me when i stepped out of the gate.
saw my dad on the opposite of the road and he gave me a lift to the train station.
or else i would be really really late in meeting the guys.
had a nightmare-ish train ride.
pooey.
ate at pastamania.
:D
bernini and me ordered the larger pizza.
and we ate half each.
YAY.
ho hum.
walked to the drama centre.
and the night just proceeded like how it should.
(:
TODAY:
sn fiesta (:
reached the sch ard 12 or 1 plus.
sat at the specs stand.
and did the usual funfair stuff.
ate.
drank.
played abit.
and talked.
:D
it was uber crowded.
the sweltering heat was horrible.
especially at like 2 or 3 plus.
we went out to the soya bean store to cool down.
then walked back to sch.
met ben and his friend edward.
they came cause one of the dance girls was their primary school mate.
left them to join back krislyn and all.
we hung ard, talked to truthians and stuff.
LIMZHEN sprayed our hair yellow.
:DD
ha.
left the sch when it was pouring.
AGIAN.
the weather's crazy this days.
krislyn, jenn and me were soaked to the skin.
and we looked like some drenched chickens.
hahaha.
and cause of the wind, we were kind of shivering.
(:
ben and his friend left with us so they were drenched too!
but this bunch of girls offered them tissues.
but not to us.
SADLY.
went to j8 with kris and jenn.
took neos.
ate dinner and went home.
(:
10:16:00 PM
DARN.
IM HAVING A MENTAL BLOCK WHILE WRITING MY CHEM ESSAY.
GOT STUCK HALFWAY AND COULD NOT THINK OF ANYTHING TO WRITE.
WELL DONE.
HOW WONDERFUL LA.
IM DREAMING OF MY BED BUT HERE I AM SITTING IN FRONT OF THE COM AND TYPING AWAY.
CROSS MY FINGERS THAT I'LL FINISH FAST.
(:
ARMY DAZE TMR.
GOTTA RUSH HOME AFTER ELECTIVES.
BATH.
CHANGE.
AND MEET THE OTHERS.
THN TAKE A TRAIN DOWN TO MEET THE CLASS FOR CLASS DINNER.
OH YAY.
I HAVE INSPIRATION NOW.
THANK GOODNESS.
HOW SPLENDID.
:DD
12:28:00 AM
YAY.
today was a brilliant day.
:D
we went to sch.
all expecting a half day.
but in the end we got a FULL DAY off.
((:
after the long assembly on a level results,
they announced tht we had the full day off today.
hallelujah.
hahaha.
went to sch early in the morning but sch ended at 8.15.
ho hum.
went back to class to decide what to do.
couldnt make up our minds so we hung ard in class playing dai dee till 9 plus.
went to the canteen to eat.
was supposed to watch the fog w the others but they all decided not to watch.
they went bowling instead.
so finally decided to troop off to town w bernice and charmaine.
(:
we shopped ard.
and i went broke.
ate chicken chop in sch so i was down to 29 bucks.
bought a silk tie at topshop.
hair elastics at heeren.
ate alot more.
sushi.
burger king.
after the whole town fiasco, i was left w 8 dollars.
WELL DONE JAYNE.
saw a nice bag.
and i wanted to buy it!
but i had no money la.
annoying.
but the nice sales assistent allowed me to reserve it till tmr without paying the deposit.
so my mum's gonna go down tmr to help me get it.
yay yay.
(:
today's such a fabulous day.
mm.
so we walked ard heeren, wisma and taka.
i met jotham at cine.
and he was as spasticated as ever.
ha.
:DD
bernice, charmaine and me people watched at cine.
and it was uber interesting to observe them all.
saw loads of vj ppl.
they were all flooding town.
and it was cause the principal encourage us to go out and not to go home.
so the whole world will knw tht vj is celebrating.
:D
only the IP ppl are going to sch.
j1s stay at home to check posting.
j2s get their full day off tmr.
wow.
only two hundred ppl in sch tmr.
ha.
and ELECTIVES again.
uh. but the comic is actually starting to get interesting.
(:
5:27:00 PM
i saw a familiar figure today
it reminded me of the past
all the memories came flooding back
when i was still wearing the blue pinafore
its starting to get crinkly in the closet
its hidden away at the back
its all starting to fade away
while im struggling to contain memories of it
i think of the pleasant times that i had
the way we strolled around the school
the times when we were holed up in the lil green room
the days we pranced in the dance studio
the afternoons we spent in the stuffy hall
the breaks where we stuffed ourselves full
the little checks we made in front of the many mirrors
the junky classroom we lived in
these bits and pieces are getting lost
one by one
they'll seem further and further away
while here i am praying
praying here
and that all these will be kept close to my heart
they'll leave me never
and never will i forget them
5:43:00 PM
